I wish I could go back a around 2 or 2 1/2 years ago and change my life completely. I wish I could have gone to Mayren’s funeral and not have the guilt I still have. I wish I could’ve just said ‘bye’ to her but I couldn’t. I wish my grandma didn’t have to go through so much shit right now. Her own daughters turning against her except for two. Thank God they’re changing all the paperwork to my mother’s name. I wish my mom didn’t have to go through her two illness’ that she has right now. I wish my uncle and his ‘wife’ didn’t make that damn scene and have a bunch of rumors spreading around this small ass town. It’s fucking stupid for all I care. I wish my grandpa would get better so I’ll still have a chance to see him. Someday. Just someday.